so im at ashland, i love it. college is better then i thought. so many hot, sweet, singing, shy, adorable boys here. its totally where i belong!

my classes arent that bad, they will get harder i know! but i got hired as the arobic instructor, so that is a bonus! i start work this week. also im in the intermural tennis thing, that will be a good time. i met this cool kid named nick and he is gonna be my partner. i love it!

so today was a great day. i went shopping with spamner in toledo for a bunch of stuff i needed for school. and on a random whim, me and amber got our ears pierced again, i got my second hole and she got her cartilage. that was interesting. haah i did really well staying in budget, but then i splurged on a REALLY cute bathing suit! that was definatly needed, NOT! oh well, i worked hard this summer i deserve it DAMN IT! hahah

so im going to florida in a week. this is going to be interesting...

so this last week has been such a good time. i have gotten to spend some quality time with lauren and ash, that was needed. and i got to go swimming yesterday because it was finally nice out!

i have been having sooo much fun with kel and rach lately. those two girls crack me up way to much! and kel's chrisy poo has been hookin us up WAY to much for my own good. hahaha. i will settle down when i go to college...i hope...maybe.....we shall see! if not, UT HERE I COME! hahahh

i dont think i could give a definate opinion on this summer. i have had some of the craziest, fun times with the girls that i would not trade for the world. i have become closer with people i didnt think i would. but at the same point, i feel like i have lost some one VERY important in my life and am dealing with alot of stuff i should have delt with a long time ago. so i guess i can say this has been a summer of growing. i have enjoyed the times i have had with my friends, but know that the days are numbered. i leave in 29 days to start all over in ashland. currently, i am just scared. but im sure that will change tommorrow, it always does.

ash has been gone for like four days at her enginering camp and i am already having seperation issues. I DONT WANT TO LEAVE MY FRIENDS. i know that i will meet new ones, and i know that i will still talk to the ones i have now, but it will never be like this again. i really really like my friends, its gonna be hard to start over! errr 

ok, im done bitching, just had to get it out !